time, has never been on my side. or maybe that's just an excuse i give myself for always rushing to get things done. cos the thing is, i have time.. with my family. however much it is week-in, week-out. today, nabil will come home from sweden. gerek kan, pri 3 gi sweden.

sometimes the mind plays tricks on you, or rather what my platoon sg aka my siglap sec senior always says, mind-f***ing.. when u'r always struggling to spend time thinking to ureself, at tekong especially... things at home, the people living away from u... how what u do affects the people u love, the expectations, the potential disappointments, to striving so hard to be a soldier protecting a country which may never go to war. but really, i think its a good thing. i think. i'll update u when i get back from field camp.

meanwhile, things are good. i never saw myself shouting aloud army songs while in left-left-left-right-left step. haha i feel so deprived ryt now.

really cool shite when everyone's in it together. serious. haha

today i want to watch army daze. now i can reallt compare. heh

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